A DAY WITHOUT MOM

A DAY WITHOUT MOM

At times we all want to go somewhere alone and want to spend our life all alone.

Even i was thinking the same. I just want to live alone i thought i m grown up now and can handle my home on my own and finally i got that chance, chance to be alone at home. 

My mom and dad is planning for a day out as they wanted me to join them but i denied obviously because i have this best opportunity and finally they agree to left me at home with my brother but he is busy in his business so he never bother me. 

finally the day come and my parents left the house in morning 7, I was slept so they just wish me good morning and left for the airport. as always i wake up at 9,o'clock. I was half asleep and want my bed tea , oh no! mom is not here so i have to make it by my own. its make me little sad but happiness of being alone is more. so i prepared my tea and finally my morning start.

I am watching my favorite tv show which mom hates the most as she find it disgusting to use abusive language and all that.I watched its 5 episode back to back its almost 12 and i feel hungry now. I can prepare sandwich for me but who bother to cut vegetables so i preferred for bread toast instead.now what to do ??? oh ya i got it, the thing i love the most and that is dance like a mad.therefore i start my speakers loud and dance for almost 1 hour on freaking soundtracks. ahhhh.. i m tired now. lets take a little nap but i can,t sleep i don't want to waste my day in sleeping. I start my tv and watch movies but they are unable to entertain  me , I m getting bore,ohhh god i was thinking for this day from so long and now i m getting bore.with 5 o clock i feel exhausted i want someone i want my mom back at home, all my friends are busy in their own life i can't call anyone. i m start feeling sad to be soo alone. and suddenly many bad thoughts come to my mind about my past my future all senseless worry. I just lay down on my bed and all of sudden start feeling bad about my life which actually is not that bad and start crying after crying for half and hour i fall asleep and when i open my eyes my parents my brother is at home. they ask me what u have done at home all alone and what you prepared for your lunch at that moment i remember that i actually didn't take my lunch. I just hug  her and she prepared sum yummy dish for me.

after that day i never want to be alone. as a teenager many times we feel that loneliness is good but in reality its the worst feeling one can ever have.